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JJ Concert 2006

2006-06-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

JJ Concert 2006

Yappy.. I manage to go to JJ Concert on the 24 July 06 (Sat), held at the Indoor Stadium!! It is really a great concert!! I really love JJ songs and the way he dances.. He is so talented! JJ looks even cool when he played the piano and sang at the same time..

I love a number of his songs. Even though, I cannot really see his face clearly, but the atmosphere itself is so great, that makes me feel 'high' throughout the whole concert!

Oh ya.. I happened to see Junyang at the concert also. He was actually seated one row away from me!!! so excited!! So my frenz actually helped me to ask to take a photo with junyang..
Hee.. feel kind of stress and excited when he was actually standing next to me..
Below is the photo that I took with Junyang..

I feel that my face looks so big against his.. But nvm, at least I got the chance to take a photo with him.. At the concert, I also got to see one of the guy from Energy and Jeff who host the 'Super Band' show..

Yap.. Its really a great day and I enjoyed myself very much!!

My Bra got Stolen

2006-06-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

My Bra Got Stolen!!!

I am so irritated and angry today!! Cos some pervert stole my fav and expensive triump Bra!! Hiaz.. so irritating loh.. Cos this morning I went out to eat with my family members and my mum left those bras hanging outside our house to dry..

We went to the newly renovated Tiong Bahru Market to eat. This place looks really clean and bigger after the renovation. Cos last time I used to stay around tiong bahru area, so we would frequent that place very often.. The food were great! And after that, I went to shop at Tiong Bahru Plaza with my sisters..

Okies.. enough of the food part.. My mum went home first cos she was feeling tired .. and later my sis recieved a call from my mum that 3 bras got stolen.. Wah.. me and my sis were so angry.. Bcos her bra is a new one while mine is the expensive one.. It was such a great day but all these were spolit by the pervert who stole our bras. I am really angry and feel really sick of that person who stole the bra.. I mean its so horrible!! hiaz.. so now lesson learned.. NEVER placed any valuable things such as bras, clothes, shoes outside yr house.. You nv know who will be the next pervert that will steal your stuffs..

Hiaz.. what a lousy day...

Photos From Taipei

2006-06-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

Photos From Taipei Trip fr 28 April 06 till 4 May 06

Hee.. I decided to do a photo blog from my taipei trip..

Hee.. the above photo was taken at the neo-print shop where we took our neo-print.. Cos I find the mickey veri cute so ask kenneth to help me to take this photo..

I cannot rem where this photo was taken.. But it looked like we were in China. haha..

Oh.. This above photo was taken at a Toilet in Taipei.. The Toilet look veri grand and this chair was veri nice!! We were told that this toilet is the most expensive one in Taipei!!

And that's me with my mini bday cake! Haha.. It was a surprise from my tour mates.. Hee.. and even before I could get my bday cake, they had to 'Bully' me for a while.. haha.. and tat's why I was so shocked when they sang the bday song to me.. Thanks frenzs!

hee.. that was taken at the balcony of our hostel in Taipei.. The view is really veri nice over there.. And there is also a bathroom located at the balcony for our usage.. Its the first time I experienced brushing my teeth at the open balcony.. hee.. And one night stay at our hostel costs about 15 sing dollar per person.. Quite worth the money :)

Results Are Out!

2006-06-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

Results Are Out!!

Mmm.. I just received my final results in my whole NTU life.. Feel quite happy about the results!! Hee.. I nv aim too high, so I am happy with what I have achieved.. But I feel pretty sad about two other subjects which I scored quite terribly.. Hiaz.. Cos I really put in my effort but the results does not show..

I guess in Life, we cannot expect to be best in everything (according to huijun).. Yap.. So I should be contented with my results ley :)

Yap.. So this marks the end of my NTU life ley.. I feel kind of sad and at the same time excited about the future.. Really wondering what lies ahead of me.. hee..

Oh ya.. I had a Primary School gathering yesterday! It's really fun when we can get to hang out.. Imagine all of us are like friends for about 10 years plus.. wow.. We went to sing KTV at partyworld orchard.. Haha.. I nv know some of my pri sch mates can really sing so well :P Yap.. I'm looking forward to another gathering with them! I mean its really rare to be able to keep in touch with your primary sch mates when u are already 22 yrs old.. We did not manage to take any photos that day but below is a photo that I took at the last outing at pizza hut.

After packing my stuffs

2006-06-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Packing my Stuffs & Recalling my Past Memories

These few days I had been spending my time to pack my stuffs and looking through all the old photos. And suddenly I realised how much a person can change and mature since secondary schools till now. . I'm referring to myself. I realised how childish I used to be in the past, but I'm glad that now I am more mature and able to handle most situations well.

Whenever we looked back in the past, I'm sure we would regret certain things in the past. But as long as we learn from the past and can look back and laugh at our mistakes, I guess that shows that we have all grown up. I'm also glad that in my life, I have friends who are there to support me, and encourage me all the way. Thanks so much my dear friends!

Sometimes, I realised that as we grow older, we tend to neglect our old friends. I miss the wonderful time that I had with my friends in the past and I feel really sad cos I lost touch with some of them. I really wish that I would be able to find them soon. This is because some of the contacts that I had are too old, and they might hv move out. Watever it is, I realised that in Life, friends are really important. Without the support of my close friends, I would not be what I am today.

Yap.. And I was laughing at some of my old photos esp at my poor dress sense. Haha.. I guess people change, including their dress sense too.. Was wondering how come I dare to walk out of the street with such weird dressing.. No wonder some of my frenzs comment that I change a lot as compared to the past..

I guess I shall stop here.. will update as often as I can ba =)

Feeling so Broke

2006-06-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

Pissed Off by the Heels

wah.. I feel so irritated!! My heels just broke the first time i wore it out yesterday! And I spend like about close to 10 bucks to get it fix! I am so fed up bcos I went to the store 'Pretty Fit' to complain and yet they nv try to appease me.. So the moral of the story is NEVER buy shoes from 'Pretty Fit' especially the brand 'Silverline'.. Its seriously such a lousy shoes!! Even my frezn who once bought flats from them, also suffer the same fate as me..

Hiaz.. wat a terrible day! Bcos I hv to drag the spolit heels...

Thus, my shopping trip was not tat great tat day.

me & my feelings

2006-05-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

Me & my life till Far

Mmm.. last week I had been out almost the entire five days.. These few days I had been meeting uo with numerous old friends for whom I have not been seeing them for such a long time ley..

Let's see..
Mon (15/5): I went out to where? oops.. I hv poor memory..

Tues(16/5): I went to have a nice haircut!! wow.. hee.. finally feel tat my head is lighter. Cos my hair is shorter now. Feel relieved! usually I will feel like a happier person after a hair cut.. Oh ya.. And I received a sweet birthday card from my dear frenz, Lisar!

Wed (17/5): Haha.. of course I went out.. It's my Birthday!! wow.. so Old ley.. I'm now 22 years old.. Haha.. but I still feel like I look like 18 years old.. lol.. I went out shopping with my dear frenz, xinyi and we both bought a really nice dress!! hee.. really love tat dress.. After tat, I met my dear frenz, yashi for dinner.. It feels really great to meet up with her after so long.. Yap.. And definitely happy that she is now a happier person :)

Thurs (18/5): I met up with my ex-colleagues for lunch at Milliean Walk.. Hee.. It's a great meet-up except that the service and food sucks in coffee club. And I'm not gg to eat their food again. After that, I finally get to meet up with another frenz of mine, liqin.. wow.. I was telling her it seems like ages since I last shopped with her. We were both busy chatting that we never buy any stuffs. Its really just window shopping for me.. lol..

Fri (19/5): Friday I went suntec again. Haha.. this time round, I bought 2 earrings and one formal dress. I went out with huijun and later at night, we were gg to meet aaron, rongfeng, miaosi, shervil for dinner. I feel really like a pig that day, eat so much.. I realy love to meet up with frenzs and to chat through the nigt. I really hope that next time when I start work, all of us still have the chance to meet up often :)

Sat (20/5): Haha.. slacking at home and help out with some housework.. den I went to check out the gym and swimming pool at my aunt's place.. Hee.. intend to go to the gym next week and really work out!! Then, I went to play Billiard with my cousin. And I won him, cos he accidently hit the 'Black' ball into the hole.. lol.. i'm actually quite lousy in that.. But it fun to play with him though. And it quite funny, cos he is only primary four so the Billiard table looks kind of too big for him.. But he is quite good at this :p

Yap.. I guess that's all ba.. I am actually thinking of finding any part-time job if possible.. Cos I prefer to have something to do, rather than keep slacking at home.. Maybe I will be blogging more too, since I am so free..

New Name!!

2006-05-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

New Name

Wo ho.. I finally found a nice christian name.. Angela Ang.. Hee.. how does it sounds? nice??
Mmm.. my dear frenz, yashi helps me to come out with it..

hee.. I have been wanting a christian name for so long cos it makes my name easier to rem..
yap.. hope that this will be a great name..

Taipei trip

2006-05-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

Taipei Trip

Hey.. been veri long since I blogged.. I just came back from the taipei trip and I really enjoy myself! My tour mates consists of : Shalene, Cheryl, Huijun, Xiufeng & Kenneth.. Its really a memorable trip and plus the big advanced birthday surprise that my tour mates had arranged for me.. Thanks pple!! I really miss the fun time we have over there, the delicious foods, the nice scenery at Yu Ren Ma Tou, the beautiful stuffs we can find at the night markets!! Haa..
I spend about 700 sing dollars for the whole trip, which is consisted quite budget ley! I bought a total of 12 tops plus 3 pairs of shoes, a Chinese story book and some other cutie stuffs!

The above photo was taken at Taipei 101 Building! The view was really breath-taking..

Yap.. time really flies.. a week past and now I'm back i Singapore. I kind of miss taipei and now I feel kind of lost.. Its seems like there is nothing for me to look forward to and I have absolutely no idea what I can do before I start work in July.. Hiaz.. somemore I am too broke to go shopping again.. yet yesterday I spend a total of 100 bucks! omg.. I bought a skirit that I can wear for work, a base coat for my nail polish, a lip gross, and went for a full pedicure and manicure! haa.. its the first time that I did a full pedicure and manicure.. Suddenly I just feel like a tai tai.. lol.. Below is the picture I took with my dear frenz, huijun..

Hee.. look at our beautiful nails.. yap..

So for now.. I feel like a aimless little animal, dont know wat to do or where I am heading.. I guess what I can do now is to try to find something meaningful to do ba..

2006-04-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

From a Quiz..

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

(seems quite accurate)

Life so far..

2006-03-19T12:06:00.000+08:00

My LIfe So FAR..

Hee.. guess I have not been blogging for such a long time, till yihui says that everytime she sees my blog is like never update one.. lol..

Mmm.. to think about it, it seems like I am going to graduate soon and step into the working society.. It's kind of scary to think of how time really flies.. I will definitely miss all the times I had in my uni life and my frenzs.. I mean when I start to work, many things will be different. I will need to face new environment, take up new responsibilities and meet new people.. Hopefully I will survive man!

Yap.. recently I had been spending about 4 days to explore the whole NTU.. haha.. people thinks I'm nuts. I'm actually doing a project on that and I had decided to explore NTU so that I will not leave NTU and know nothing about the place.. It's really a fun experience and I really learn a lot.. I never know that NTU is so huge that there are lotsa places that I never explore.. I took many photos. I did all these alone!! haha.. now I know I can actually be an independent gal.. Feel kinda proud of myself..

Below are some pictures that I took:

(top view of SRC)

(Fountain area)

(Greenhouse at NIE)

Yap.. so it's really fun, though people give me a weird look when I run around the campus with a camera.. lol.. I also have other interesting experiences..

I guess that's all.. I need to get back to my studies ley.. tata..

Just another day

2006-01-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Just Another Day for me to Think..

Mmm.. I think Humans are weird creatures.. Or am I the weird one?
Okies.. must be wondering why I said that right? Now.. I'm not too used to being too free.. This is because I am no longer teaching tuition this sem.. so veri free and No money for me to spend which makes me even more upset..
And it seems like I'm more free as compared to last sem, as in I can stay at home quite often.. But last sem, I was so busy that I keep complainting. So u see.. Aren't human beings weird? When we cannot get what we want, we complaint. But when we get what we want, we complaint also.. hiaz..
haha.. I remember xiufeng once told me that I'm not the type of person to stay at home and that I love to be out. Yap.. And I have to agree with her. Bcos if I'm at home for too long I will feel bored even if I have something to do.
Actually I should be spending my time to study or do my project since I'm so free.. But weird right.. I do not have the mood. But I will still force myself to do them.

Sometimes I wish I can know my future. I suddenly feel that my life is so dull. I wish I can add some colours but I wonder how. I wish I can do lots more things in life but I wonder how I can get them started. I wish.. I wish.. I wish I have more courage.. But does wishes always come true?? If ever someone can grant me all my wishes, would I be a happier person? Or would I wish for more? I guess I will never know...

Ya!! Finally got my driving license!

2006-01-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

Ya!! Finally got my license!

Yappy!! I feel so happy today!! Bcos I finally got my driving license!!

Wow.. It's really a long awaited one.. hee.. actually it was my fourth attempt and I nearly feel like giving up.. But thanks to the support from my family and friends, I have decided to perserve till the end =)

It really feels so great to get your license! At that moment of time when the tester told me that I passed, I suddenly feel like the happiest person in the whole wide world! It's so unbelievable! Hee.. Must be wondering how much demerit points I get right?? hee.. I got only 8 demerit points!! wow.. I cannot even believe it myself....
Furthermore, it was raining cats and dogs during my test.. haha.. thanks so much to the blessing of my grandpa.. Maybe he did help me to pray for the best..

Hee.. whatever it is.. I have learnt that in life, there's always UPS and DOWNS (really I meant upset to the max), but so long as one does not give up, I'm sure miracle will happen.. Efforts will be paid off eventually..

Yap.. Now I'm a legal driver.. Haha.. except that I do not have any car to drive at this moment.. :p

A New Beginning!!

2006-01-10T17:49:00.001+08:00

New Year Ahead! 2006

Hee.. I finally starts to blog again.. Mmm.. actually I have nothing much to update.. ok let me see..
A new Year, I actually have lotsa new year resolutions and wishes! I really hope that it will be a great year ahead and I really want to put all the unhappy past behind me..

I did some spring-cleaning today.. Wah.. never realise that I keep so much things.. lol.. And I throw quite a number of stuffs too.. now everything looks so neat and tidy!! I really feels great after all the cleaning. =)

Mmm.. I am actually wondering what really lies ahead of me in year 2006. Would it be interesting? Sad? Great stuffs to experience? I really hope for a more peaceful and smooth year ahead. But would it happen? I also hope for a lot more things.. But would they really happen? Haha.. I think i think too much ley.. No matter what happen. I already promise myself to be brave and face all of them =)

Yap.. Even though, its like only the second week of school, I'm already getting pretty tight-up with lotsa stuffs.. I'm really worried about my final year project (fyp) and my studies.. Hope my Fyp will turn out great.. And plus.. I do not wish to end my schooling days.. I think i will definitely miss school..

I guess that's all.. I need to get back to do my project ley.. Brrr.. what a cold weather...

wat a Pissed off day!!

2005-11-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

A Pissed Off DAy!!

Wah.. I'm feeling so pissed off now!! I just dont understand how come some people can be so uncooperative and unfriendly!! I mean its not as if he/she is the only busy person in the world..

hiaz.. so angry!! okies.. I guess some people just dont have much EQ.. I mean if I am really busy, I would like not be so mean and tell the person off. Maybe just because the stuffs I do is not important in that person's eyes, but it does not mean she/ he can just tell me off and said:" Is this urgent? I'm really too tight up with my work!! "

I mean hello.. its not as if I like to disturb that person normal work..

Hiaz.. I guess you all may not understand what I'm trying to say.. anyway i just realised watever it is.. EQ is veri important. So I shall not be too angry and spolit my whole mood..

Japanese Event at Citibank

2005-11-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

Jap Event at Citibank

Wow.. I think its like AGES since I updated my blog.. hee..

Yap.. so some updates abt me: currently I'm doing my internship in Citibank Corporate & Investment Banking, under the Global Relationship Banking division. Basically my role is to support my colleagues and assist them in watever stuffs they need to do..

One of the project that I did is to organise events and coordinate the logistics isues. Yesterday, it was the Japanese event, where there were lotsa of Japanese corporate clients. At first, I was pretty scared that I may not be able to handle the event well. But, with the help of all my colleagues, it went pretty smoothly and the turnout was great!! I really enjoy myself and even get to interact with the senior management. They are really nice people to talk to :)

Mmm.. tonigt there will be the Dinner & Dance. And I will be attending too. The theme is 'hip-hop" and I really look forward to it!!
Hopefully it will be a great event! yap.. I guess tat's all.. as i need to do my work now..

Hope my life ahead will be as exciting and great too!!
tata..

Biz Case

2005-09-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

Mmm.. seems so long since i last blogged.. This is a picture I took with ernest, shalene and huijun at the semi-finals for the biz case competition.. Although we did not get into the finals, I still feel happy that we had joined the competition.. Hee.. its the experience that counts right?! :P

Yap.. I must say that it had really been a fun time working with them.. and of course, the sleepless nights that we had in order to work through the whole case.. haha.. and of course, the crazy laughter we had when we were so tired in the middle of the nigts..

hee.. will update more another time.. gg off to watch Victor Wong Concert ley!! tata..

sch started

2005-07-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

After a long holiday, school finally started.. I'm kind of excited and scared about this new sem.. Its seems like so far, things have not been going well in my way.. hiaz.. well what to do.. i guess all things happen for a reason, so I guess I just have to accept it ba..

This sem, I guess I will have to learn to be more independent.. Anyway, I supposed to be a grown-up adult :P yap.. so I guess I need to be a more independent gal..

hiaz.. sometimes I really wonder.. Why things always does not happen in my favour?? Is it just me? or is it a test from God to make me a stronger gal?? I really dont know, but watever it is, I learn to accept things as it is..

Guess I shall stop here.. hopefully it will be a great sem ahead for me..

Another Day At work

2005-07-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

Just AnothEr DaY

Mmm.. PA gg to end soon!! yap.. now is the last week of PA, hee.. after that I can go out and have fun ley!! so happy.. but of course, before I left, there is still a lot of work to be done.. Haha.. I'm a responsible gal, so must do my work properly before I pass it to my supervisor or colleagues to follow-up after I left :p

Times really flies huh.. I really can't wait for school reopen. I really prefer to study than work.. I guess people may think I'm crazy to think this way.. But seriously, studying is so much better than work life *trust me* But of course, when i graduate, I need to work to contribute to the family also.. I cannot just slack and expect money to come in.. But given a choice, I will prefer to study more. *I can see my mum protesting* haha.. cos she wants me to work soon to help out with the contribution of money to the household.. *yes, mum. Don't worry, I will find work asap when I graduate :) *

I went back on sunday to interact with the new batch of freshies.. hiaz.. as usual I feel old again.. lol.. But I must say they are a fun-loving batch.. I have lots of fun with them while playing games.. Wish I can go back for the camp! It really feels great to just play crazy stuffs and have fun with all my friends and freshies back at the camp.. Hee.. cos it make me feel young again!! :)

yap.. I guess I have to stop writing for now.. I need to get some more work done now.. See.. I'm so responsible.. lol.. :P

at work in office

2005-07-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

Here I am again.. staring at the office computer while trying to finish up on my work. I'm supposed to be doing up some contents for webpages.. Suddenly I got headaches, I'm wondering if it is me or it is because of the long exposure of staring at the computer screen that causes this headache..

Hmm.. I have not been shopping recently.. haha.. cos I'm too broke man.. *lol.. i can see my friends protesting!* Cos my friends always comment that I'm a shopping queen. But I dont really like to shop aimlessly, since there's nothing much for me to buy, I seldom shop.. Or is it becos I'm aging that's why I shop less??? I wonder..

So let me talk about aging.. I guess a lot of pple are afraid of aging.. I admit that I'm scared of turning 21 years old too.. Last sat, after the trip down to esplanada to meet the nbs freshies, I suddenly feel that I'm so old.. haha.. cos I'm like their grand-senior already.. sounds so old right :p Plus.. pple always tell me that "gal, when a person reach 21 years old, their age will fly very fast. Before u know it, you are 30!! " Wah.. so frightening right?!! Well, but there is nothing much I can do also, except to try to learn more new stuffs before I get too old for that..

But, on the other hand, I'm quite curious how I would be 10 years later.. Will I still be working? Or will I have kids and married then?? haha.. How would I know now, but I'm just curious.. Do u think all our lives are actually planned by God well before hand?? Since there is a saying that "everything happens for a reason", so does it mean that we may be able to predict our lives if we have the power...

Lol.. I guess I think too much ley.. Yap.. looking forward for the ktv session with my frenzs later!! finally I get to sing :) yappy!!

feel Great!!

2005-06-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

Feel SO happie & clever Today!!

Hee.. I manage to save my blogskin!! haha.. was feeling so upset yesterday that the whole design is gone.. now I manage to get it back through the use of the program photobucket!! lol.. never feel so happy before.. and btw.. i'm quite an IT idiot, so feel quite proud of myself being able to figure all these things out myself without any help.. hee.. :)

okies.. even though it is freezing cold now in the office and that i'm down with cold, I feel so happy that the cold is still bearable for me now..
Think i'm so happy till i'm gg crazy ley.. okies! now i know nothing is impossible in this world, just that need to work hard and will be able to succeed..

lol.. I guess I better stop writing, before I start to crazily praised myself again.. :p feel so "air-headed" now.. hee..

Sore throat Day :(

2005-06-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

Hiaz.. having a terrible sore throat now, don't know when I will recover.. Mmm.. I can still talk but just tat my throat feels very uncomforable and slightly pain.. all these got to blame myself for being so greedy eating all those heaty food :( Okies.. so for now, I must stop eating all those fried food for the moment..

Yesterday had been a great day, went for victor's birthday party and was happily taking pictures with all my friends.. lol.. my poor frenzs have to "act cute" with me when posing for the photo-taking.. haha.. come on frenzs, if now don't act cute to pose for photo-taking, next time will be too old to do so ..hee.. :P

And I love my new haircut!! I went to cut my hair plus highlight on sat!! haha.. initally, I really cannot get used to the short fringe, now i think its ok ley :) Really like my hair now, compared to the hair I had last time.. Hee.. new haircut means a NEW Life for me!! ya!! lol.. if got chance i will post my picture with the new hairdo.. hee.. but must wait till i upload the pictures from my hp to the computer first :P

2005-06-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

Gals Rulzz!!

2005-06-24T16:20:00.001+08:00

haha.. trying to act cute =p

2005-06-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

JC classmates (at Yingying's house)

A painful lesson

2005-06-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

Hiaz.. I really learn a painful lesson today.. I FAILED my driving test.. hiaz.. At first, I'm so upset that I really cannot take this blow.. but I realise a lot of things in life happen for a reason..

I guess humans only learn from painful mistakes.. tat's what yashi told me.. And I agree too!! Yap.. yashi thanks for always being there for me!!

She told me that "It is not the result in life that is important, it is the process that we go through in life that is important." After hearing this, I suddenly realise that all in my life, I have always being focusing on getting the results that I missed out lot of things in life.. Now, I realised we only grow to be more mature and stronger through the process we go through in life.. Life is not always about being successful all the time..

Life is about learning the mistakes that we make and to become a better person out of it.. The most successful person is not the person who never experience failure. The Most successful person is the one that never give up and always try harder even when face with setbacks. And I want to be the successful person in the latter.

Yap.. So I promised myself that I will not give up easily in life.. I will try harder next time for my driving and learn from my mistakes. Everything happens for a reason. The reason that I failed is because I need to learn to take setbacks easily and never give up!!

Angry Day

2005-06-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

Today.. I'm so angry!!!!!!! Just came back from lunch at kopitam at my work place..
Wah.. I never know a person can be so unreasonable!! I shall tell u all what happened..

As usual, I went to queue up to buy my lunch. Today, I decided to eat duck rice, so went to queue for that at kopitam. btw, when u eat at the kopitam at SGH, u will need to get a temporary card with a min value of 5 dollars inside if u are a staff there. This temporary card will be able to entitle u to some discount upon the purchase of your food. Thus, I got my temp card too with a value of 5 bucks in it. The auntie at the duck rice stall asked for my card, so I just pass it to her for her to deduct the amount for my duck rice.. The irritating thing happens:

Unreasonable Auntie:"Gal, There is not enough value in your card. It indicates only 2.20 bucks which is not enough for yr duck rice."

Me: : huh. But I just top up the value to 5 bucks. Did u accidentally deduct already?"

Unreasonable Auntie: "No no.. I never deduct yet.. See.. There is no receipt!! Did u buy any other stuff before you buy this plate of Duck Rice?"

Me: "No. This duck rice is the first food I buy today."

Uncle at the stall: "Gal, the auntie never deduct yet. I think you never put enough money into this card ah!"

Me: " I'm very sure I did put 5 bucks in it.. ok.. I will go check with the counter people."

Very angrily, I left my duck rice at the stall and walk towards the counter.

Counter auntie: "yap.. The price of the food has already been deducted from your card."

Me:" I think so too! But, the auntie at the duck rice stall keep insisting that she never deducted.. how am I supposed to tell her??"

Counter auntie:"never mind, I will get my supervisor to go with u to verify this."

So the supervisor went along with me back to the stall..

Supervisor:"Auntie, it is already deducted from her card ley."

Unreasonable auntie:"No no.. I really never deduct anything from her card yet! I dont even have the receipt printed out."

I'm standing at the stall with anger, staring at my cold plate of duck rice still left at the stall!!! so Angry!!!!!

Supervisor: "Ok.. show me all the receipt.."

The supervisor started to checked the pile of receipts.

Supervisor: "ah huh.. there u see.. This is the receipt that was printed out! You did accidentally deduct the amount from her card."

Unreasonable auntie was speechless and still keep insisting that she never see the receipt just now. I'm like standing there, so angry that I just took my card back and get back to my seat with the plate of duck rice. I really wanted to scold that unreasonable auntie for accusing me. But I guess, I was too angry to even want to talk to her!! How come there are such unreasonable people in this world??

I mean it does not mean that the auntie is older than me, she is right all the time.. And she NEVER even say a sorry to me!!!!!!!! so angry!!!! Next time, I would never want to go back to that stall again!! The unreasonable auntie spoilts my whole mood and I guess I did suffer from indigestion while eating that plate of duck rice..

2005-06-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

21st birthday!! (the cake veri cute hor!! =P) hee..

Short story

2005-06-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

Mmm.. Today I suddenly thought of a short story that I heard before over the radio sometime ago.. The story is as below:

“ A group of scientists decided to do an experiment on the determination level of the shark. They did the experiment on a shark that was kept in a big aquarium tank in a particular zoo. In this huge aquarium tank, they put a piece of clear thick glass between the shark and some topical fishes. The purpose of the thick glass is to separate the shark from the fishes and to test on whether the shark will be able to break the glass in order to eat the fishes on the other side.

Of course, the shark did tried to break the glass many attempts but failed as the glass is simply too thick. Furthermore, whenever the scientist noticed that there are cracks in the piece of glass, they will add another layer of glass, making the piece of glass even thicker. As usual, the shark tried with all its strength to break the glass till it got its nose bleeding very badly and still get nothing to eat at the end of the whole attempt. For each attempt that the shark tried, it will end up hurting itself very badly and it still could not get close to the fishes.

One day, the scientists observed that the shark no longer tried to break the glass anymore. It seems like it is no longer interested in getting over to the fishes side. So the scientists guess the shark must have been too drained-out when trying to break the glass so many times. Thus, they decided to recover the piece of glass. And guess what, the shark did not go over to the fishes’ side even though the barrier was removed. It seems like the shark is no longer interested in the fishes anymore.”

Haha.. So I guess u must be wondering what is the morale of the story right? Actually the morale of the story is that we should not keeping hurting ourselves and dwelled over the past and getting all heartbroken. You see even the shark knows when to stop hurting itself and to give up on attempting to go over for the fishes.

Its from this story that I told myself not to keep dwelling on the past and to pick up myself to face reality. I guess we must all learn to let go and not keep knocking against the glass which will get ourselves bleeding like what the shark did initially. Its always hard to let go of the past, but I guess eventually we will be enlightened one day to realize that the world still continues to move even though, you decide to stop moving. And the sun will continue to shine, even though you are crying like as if it’s the end of the world.. Well, I guess Life is just a series of tests for us to go through and grow up from. Yap.. I just pray that for each failure I faced, I will grow to be Stronger =)

Sadz day

2005-06-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

Mmm.. Somehow, it seems like such a long long day.. so hard to past my time. Hiaz.. feel so bored at work now, even though I got tons of work to do. Really wish that I will have more time for a sleep. I guess it must be my lack of sleep last nigt that makes me feel so terrible now.. so tired and sleepy and irritated and sad.. Worst still, I need to rush off to teach tuition later after work.. aggggrrr..

Sometimes, I really wonder why I make myself so busy?? I got 2 tuition kids now plus somehow will always have to go out after work.. Since after that horrible thing that happened last year, I guess I have been always trying to keep myself as busy as I can.. Maybe I’m just trying to escape from reality?? I don’t know.. I feel so tired, I really want a break from all these.. Guess I really need to go to the sea to relieve all these tensions I have in my mind and soul..

Sometimes, I really wonder why my life is planned this way?? It’s not that it is not good, but somehow, I will always be faced with certain difficulties in life. I guess I have really fallen down tons of times, and trying to pick myself up in bits and pieces. Mmm.. I guess the lucky thing is that I’m still surviving now right?

Hiaz.. don’t know why I sound so pessimistic now also.. maybe I just need a break ba..

Flashbacks Days at the Camps

2005-06-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

Hee.. I guess everyone must be wondering how come I post photos that were taken last year onto my blog. Cos I was ramping my photos and saw these photos that I took last year at the NBS FOC camp.. Suddenly I really miss the times I had before at all the orientation camps I went to either as a freshman or as an assistant group leader.

Hiaz.. I realized that time REALLY Flies!! Haha.. and I’m aging soon :p Oops.. guess I must go do all sort of stuffs now with all the time I have now.. or else next time, when I’m old, I guess I will not have the energy to go for adventurous stuffs anymore..lol.. Somehow, I really miss those crazy and fun times I had at all the camps.. the dirty journey at the underground sewage in ntu, the Fun time at sentosa, Ghost-trail and so much more!! Lol.. btw.. ‘Photo-formation” means all of us will stack one on top of another like the picture shown.. hee.. quite fun to take photo this way.. haha..

I never regret going for all those camps!! Cos it is during all these camps that I get to try things that I will never try before.. And I never know that I can be so crazy till I became the Assistant group leader for both the NBS and Union camps.. I scream for every cheer till I broke my voice :P Haha.. believe me, things you did at the orientation camps, you will NEVER dare to do it again in public.. hee..

Yap.. So I guess to all those frenzs who are going to university this year, I will greatly encourage you to join all the orientation camps! Trust me, it will be fun and memorable and you will get to make lots of frenzs!!

Hee.. okies… enough of all these.. I guess I need to come back to reality and get to work now.. tata..

2005-06-07T10:32:00.000+08:00

Photo-formation (at the NBS FOC camp 2004, last year)

2005-06-07T10:30:00.000+08:00

Me & xiufeng at the NBS FOC Camp 2004

Really Wanna Be By the SEA

2005-06-06T08:47:00.000+08:00

That's me!! Hee.. just put up for fun =P

Mmm.. now I'm actually in the office, doing some webpage design and Content layout..lol.. I'm SUPPOSED to be working but I need to take some break too, so decided to blog some thoughts down :P

Hiaz.. Suddenly I wish I'm by the sea now.. Really love the feeling of sitting at the breakwater area and looking out into the deep blue sea.. Sometimes, by just looking out into the sea and staring at it for some time, I will feel so relax and at ease. Its as though the sea and the wind have took all my troubles away. And of course, I have a lot of memories that I shared with the deep blue sea. All my tears I had shed before happened when I was by the sea.. That's why I love to sit sliently by the sea whenever I am down or feel like taking a breather, away from the stressed city area. Its as if the sea has become my companion. Really wish that I will be able to build my house next to the sea if possible. I really love to be near the nature.

Mmm.. I guess sometimes I really wonder what is our purpose of being in this world? haha.. dont worry, I'm not thinking of ending my life or what.. I'm just wondering if there is really a reason for us to be in this world. Have u all thought about that question before? I mean I feel that most of the things that happen to us are somehow fated, but it really makes me wonder who is the one that create all this "fated" events in our lives?? And I somehow believe that it is also fate that brought us all together in our lives. I guess we must be fated that why we are able to become frenzs :) But whatever it is, I still want to treasure all that I have now. My lovely family members, my great pals out there and everyone who has ever cross my path.

So I guess whether it is fated or not, or whether you really believe in it, I guess the most important thing in life is to learn to treasure everything around you!! :)

A FUn & tireD SatuRday

2005-06-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

Mmm.. yesterday was a saturday, which was one of the busiest day. As usual, I need to teach tuition in the morning. After that, I got to meet for FYP discussion (so nervous and scare abt that, cos I hv not hv the time to do much on tat, hee.. but from now onwards, I shall be more hardworking =P). And after the FYO meeting, I got to rush down to Pasir Ris to attend my great frenz's party.. Wow.. haha.. really busy man..

Yap.. I have a very interesting encounter on my way to my fren's party on the train. The train was so crowded as usual and I hardly got a seat to sit.. Hee.. finally someone left and I manage to grab a seat (or else I have to stand all the way from Clementi to Pasir Ris man). After about 5 minutes when I got my seat, I saw this group of English people boarding the train, among them there was this old English man. Thus, I decided to give up my seat to this old man. The funny thing is that he is so gladful by my gesture that he kept saying "thank you lady. May God bless you" I was pretty shocked because I feel that it is right for me to give up the seat to someone who needs it more than me. Even the group of English people thanked me and asked me if I am a singaporean or not.. LOL.. I was thinking at that time, is it because they dont expect Singaporean to be kind enough to give up their seats?? But they did make my day seem so happy :) It really feels so good to help others!! And among them, one of the English guy was quite cute :P

Yap.. I guess it shld be all.. haha.. hope that I will get to see that cute English guy again..lol..
And I shall stop here.. cos need to do other stuffs now, so busy.. will update more next time!!!

My Favourite PooH =)

2005-06-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hey there!! Isn't this picture cute?? hee.. Winnie the pooh has been my favourite character since young. Really love pooh cos it so cute and 'huggable'..
Hee.. actually I just download a new software where I can upload pictures now, so testing the software..
Yap.. me now in office, down with a flu =( Its so freezing cold.. Feeling so unwell but there are tons of work to be done.. sadz.. anyway, I'm looking forward to tml!! cos i finally can get to shop again with my frenzs..
Yap.. that's all =) To all frenzs, feel free to post any comments ya!

My FiRst PoSt

2005-05-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hi all.. this is my first post, feeling kind of excited about this whole blog. I hope it will turn out to be great, cos i took quite some time before I decided to choose this blogskin. Hee.. Its with the help of my frenz, ying! thanks gal =)

Yap.. Me really love this blog.. so sweet and cute.. Hope it does brighten yr days up just as it has brighten my day!!

I guess that all for my first post. I shall post more in time to go =)